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I have a simple, yet infinitely complex question for you.
From what you know about me, and through your experience, is college right for me?
I'm really struggling with the quickly approaching deadlines. Most college applications are due next month. I just found this out a week or two ago by a lucky coincidence. I guess counselors aren't really doing their jobs? Anyway, the pressure is on to not only pick a college but decide if I even want to go at all.
At first I thought I might just take a year off, sort stuff out, take my time really traveling and picking with confidence. But I thought then I might be risking not wanting to go back to school at all, and I really do-did?-want to educate myself further.
But will four+ more years of school really help me become a better writer? Yes, I'm positive it will, but other things out there will too. Travel, simply experiencing and learning independently. College sounds amazing, but really I'm not the best at high school work-how can I expect myself to stack up to college level? If someone has a passion and doesn't mind not having a ton of money, shouldn't they do what they like?
Then there's an entirely different matter of me saving money by staying at my home uni or going out of state, transferring after two years, etc. But I won't get into that.
I'll admit it, I'm panicking a little here. I've always assumed I'd just go off to college like everyone else. Now I don't know. I know lots of people who are happy who have never set foot in a college, many of them are brilliant.
Maybe in a few years?
Why can't I just BE?
Any help is appreciated.
From what you know about me, and through your experience, is college right for me?
I'm really struggling with the quickly approaching deadlines. Most college applications are due next month. I just found this out a week or two ago by a lucky coincidence. I guess counselors aren't really doing their jobs? Anyway, the pressure is on to not only pick a college but decide if I even want to go at all.
At first I thought I might just take a year off, sort stuff out, take my time really traveling and picking with confidence. But I thought then I might be risking not wanting to go back to school at all, and I really do-did?-want to educate myself further.
But will four+ more years of school really help me become a better writer? Yes, I'm positive it will, but other things out there will too. Travel, simply experiencing and learning independently. College sounds amazing, but really I'm not the best at high school work-how can I expect myself to stack up to college level? If someone has a passion and doesn't mind not having a ton of money, shouldn't they do what they like?
Then there's an entirely different matter of me saving money by staying at my home uni or going out of state, transferring after two years, etc. But I won't get into that.
I'll admit it, I'm panicking a little here. I've always assumed I'd just go off to college like everyone else. Now I don't know. I know lots of people who are happy who have never set foot in a college, many of them are brilliant.
Maybe in a few years?
Why can't I just BE?
Any help is appreciated.
The Past
Was there room on that train?
The one back to Munich
It was our last paradise room
I am not embarrassed to have been with someone I did not find physically attractive but rather to not have seen the desperate ugliness in their head. He held me too tightly. He wrapped his mind around mine and flexed because he wanted to keep me even if I was broken afterwards. Like Indiana I grabbed my hat before the door snapped shut.
Saying "thank god I got out" is a line I won't ever say again if I'm clever. People like to try to trap things they don't understand. They usually torment the uniqueness out of them, or try to.
I've learned to be alone. I have
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Hmmm, I don't know what else to type, since its been a month since you typed this up, so I'll just say that your not the only one, xD I'm going through the same thing, I've avoided doing the college thing for so long, and now I realize that I've gotta do it, haha! so I'm gonna be finally going this January... I have no idea where it will take me, because at the moment I'm just gonna be taking my generals. and then after that.. I'll be going to this art college afterward. So.. I dunno... but for me, its better than being home all day with no job or anything to look forward to. At least with college I've got something to focus on, and umm yeah, xD thats my two cents.